All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and
He is here

The Dessert Song, Hillsong Australia

FIRSTLY, YYYYYYAAAAAAYYYYYYYY... MY LAPTOP IS OKAY ~!!!! ... i seriously wonder what happened last two nights then.. why did it just freak out on me..hmm....

anyway

thats the song of the week for me..

it speaks volume.. especially the chorus and the bridge...

i have too many things to share... but perhaps another time...

now all i need is sleep.... goodnight ppl...

its 7 pm

AHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

thats the climax of confession of a stressed out bunny..

XD

doesnt seem to have much difference with the starting hor?

well doesnt matter...

theres something about these all nighters...

i just cant sleep even if i wanna.... my heart's else where...

so last night was the FIRST time i spent alone in room 208 of the architecture building doing work...

why?

pa, r u ready?

(ok side track... i found out that my MUM reads my blog... how random is that? LOL... mum please dont read this... its intellectually demeaning for u if u read... everything here are just rambles, dont believe everything i write... dont u know that ur son is just fantastic at being sarcastic and over-exaggerating? so.... just dont worry...God is good and He is taking care of me...in ways i cant even imagine, but i know in my heart, coming here made me closer to Him...* gosh, im sobbing..XD* but yeah, dont worry yea..=).....)

ahem where was i?

oh yes!!!

pa, are u ready??

THERES IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY LAPTOP....=(

UUWAH..

thats why..........why cannot get new laptop??........=(

ok im not complaining... but i tell u its a serious pain....

i SO wanted to scream u know last night... i sat there on the bed stunned for a while... thank God we pay so much for "DECENT" computers at uni, enough for me to get by... so yes... i havent been back since 9 pm yesterday... and today i ws supposed to meet some of RCC frens for lunch at union hall.. i went to the toilet...i looked at my beard...i just felt so embarassed...LOL...have to shave adi....aish........so it d end i didnt even turn up..told em im busy...XD which i AM... so im not lying...

yes grace laugh laugh laugh

okie... break time's over....

theres gonna be a panda tmr at youth i tell u...bet on that...

its 1am

and coincidentally the song playing on my laptop is "Now That You're Near"

the chorus sings

now that You're near
everything is different
everything is different Lord
i know im not the same
my life You've change
i wanna be with You
i wanna be with You

thank GOD... second part of my week is done.
i started out clueless but He gave me clues....
i have to sleep coz i have more tmr morning...

i was very afraid how the night would turn out
i was fighting in my heart
it was a real battlefield
i had no peace, no focus, i couldnt do anything
but the night came
and suddenly i knew i am ready to take the night
and somehow i knew everything is gonna be alrite

because we now walk in the light
we cant possibly go wrong anymore
and i thank GOD for u
i dont have the answers as to why all these happen
it caught me by surprise too
but i do know this

the end will justify the pain it took to get us there (smiley J....XD)

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats the opening of the latest movie in town

CONFESSIONS OF A STRESSED OUT BUNNY

soon enough it might be

OBITUARY OF A STRESSED OUT BUNNY

=(

Lord help me take this week

step
by
step

=(

why would i call myself a bunny anyway? golly richie ur so random..lol

i need a pinch on my cheek...
*sulk*

today i found out that there are people who read my blog so ardently, like i just wrote it this morning and when i go to church someone just came up and say "i read ur blog post." wow thats fast... well done man...lol...i appreciate that

but i wonder, do u read the rest? did u watch the two vids?? the eggs??

no? then "WHAT U DOIN??"

well my honoured fans of me, u do know that i am writing this as an indirect communication with the outside world no? some form of responds can be nice...............like really i wasnt being sarcastic. i meant it. ah forget it.

i mean like u dun have to be a total silent rite? i means theres so many ways to correspond with me like facebook, email and i learned today theres something called a "tweeter" (wat??) LOL...

but uh well... its okay. up to u. as long as i know somehow ur there reading...

self control rite? i get it...

OK CHANGE TOPIC

ahem

i learned today that to date u gotta tel ur leaders.....

*awkward silence*

and after that u can pray about it

and after that when God says yes thats the present under the tree

then u can go and tell the fated guy or gal

but what if the guy or gal doesnt like u back?

but its God's will?

*awkward silence*

so what the fated guy and gal would next do is go pray about it

and after that when God says yes thats the present under the tree

u live happily ever after

*baffled silence*

errmm......

change scenario

now both of u like each from the start

and u know it

so erm both of u go pray too

and after that when God says yes thats the present under the tree

happily ever after

but what if

what if ...

i mean its like SO hard, no?

if in the first place you already like the gal

and u have to pray about it but then of cos its always easier to hear wat u want

so how do u know for sure she is the one?

.................

but u wanna know what i think?

i think it takes ALOT of faith to actually go thru with that

and if you cant. well lets just say u may regret it?

i dunno. i mean who am i to judge. but we all wanna land up with the right person no?

................

no one ever said doing the rite thing is ever easy...

SELF CONTROL

LOVE PATIENCE

.."REMEMBER"..




OK CHANGE TOPIC

noticed i made a lil change to my blog?

so instead of being obnoxiously annoyed by me, u can be my therapist..!!! how cool?

cos i realize every comment is like a mental therapy ...hmmm.....

i cant imagine that..LOL

toodles..!

P.S. - LOTTO~!!! IF U CAN READ, AND I KNOW U CAN'T, REMEMBER TO HOP ON UR MASTER'S BAG FOR EASTER CAMP. WE ARE GONNA HAVE A BALL OF A TIME~! (Like literally..lol)

just don't bully me...XDXD

good morning

its 7.04 am in the morning

and i have something to say

havent been able to sleep wel tonight

my mind has been filled with thought flying here and there

but wat i read just now confirms everything

and i just wanna share this with u

someone once shared with me:

" for me, its not infatuation. it's lust."

at first i thought it was just nonsense. i mean, it can very well be her own opinion. and i respected that. i thought infatuation is just innocence.

but i was wrong.

take time to read this

i have read this before. but it has never been so real to me until today.

God speaks thru miraculous ways.

its entitled

I ATE MY LOVE LETTER
(WHEN CRUSHES CRUSH YOU)

My High School Crush

I never dated in high school, but I had one major crush that lasted from sophomore to senior year. Kelly had beautiful blonde hair, sparkling green eyes, and a gorgeous smile. I wanted to date Kelly more than any girl I knew. She was quiet and mysterious. She never threw herself at boys. She never brought attention to herself, but I was always paying attention to her. I wrote a love poem to her that I always kept in my back pocket, waiting for the opportunity to give it to her.

Near the middle of my senior year, I realized I was running out of opportunities to pursue Kelly. In a matter of months I was heading off to college, probably never to return…unless I had a reason to. I decided to run track in the spring because Kelly did and I wanted to be around her. I hated running so I did the pole vault. (As a side note, the pole vault is not something you just decide to do on a whim—you either end up looking stupid, getting hurt, or both. Luckily for me, I only looked stupid.) I went to track meets, tried my hardest to pole vault, and watched Kelly.

Prom time rolled around and I decided it was my last chance. I called Kelly up and asked her to the prom. She said yes! Kelly looked beautiful on prom night and I loved just being with her. On the way to our After Prom we sat silent, driving through the dark countryside. My hearting was beating straight through my chest. I realized this was the only time I would ever have Kelly’s complete attention—I had to tell her how I felt about her. Finally, I broke the silence. I tried to explain my feelings, stumbling over my words, and Kelly just sat there watching me. I bombed. We got to After Prom and things were awkward the rest of the night.

At track practice the next Monday, one of the good-looking athletes on the track team walked up to me. He said he wanted to date Kelly and asked for my permission. I was speechless. What was I going to say? No?

The next day we had a track meet and word came that they were seeing each other. On the dark bus ride home I sat in stunned silence. I pulled the love letter to Kelly out of my pocket. I stared at it for a while—then I took a bite, chewed, and swallowed. I took another bite, and then another. I bit off piece after piece, word after word, washing it all down with Powerade until the entire piece of paper was gone.

Kelly would never read my love letter.

What I Wish I Knew Then

I’ve learned a lot about girls, relationships, and myself since then. I know that sometimes you just have to learn things the hard way and even if you heard the truth you might not listen, but if I could go back in time, this is what I would tell myself:

1. Crushes are disappointing, no matter what the outcome. If things go badly, you get turned down, or worse, ignored. If things go well, you may start seeing each other. But then one day it hits you—this guy or girl is nowhere near the amazing person you thought they were. Your crush isn’t always good-looking, isn’t always fun, isn’t always nice. And that happiness you thought you’d have is nowhere to be found.
2. Crushes are top-heavy. Some people will say that the problem with crushes is that they aren’t real. Actually, the problem is that crushes are too real—too real for the relationship. You have so much emotion (love, desire, and longing) that the small amount of relationship you do have with your crush can’t stand the weight of it. There is no committed friendship on which to build.
3. Crushes are often a mixture of love and lust. That’s why it’s often so difficult to decide if they are good or bad. You truly love your crush. You want the best for them, you pray for them, and you wish you could show them how much you care for them. But you also lust after them. Lust is simply desiring something or someone that is not yours. A crush isn’t yours to desire. That may sound unreasonable, but let me offer one reason why I think God gives this rule: Lusting after your crush will set you up for disappointment with the person God does give you, because you are desiring a perfect person you could never have. God will one day provide you with the husband or wife he has designed for you, but you will still be in the habit of looking and lusting for that unattainable crush. Who’s hurt then? Not just you, but your husband or wife as well.

Go And Crush No More

Can you hear a piece of advice from one guy who’s been there? Don’t crush. Kelly was not the girl God had for me even though I desperately wanted her to be. Yes, it’s inevitable that you’re going to like people—there’s nothing wrong with that! God designed us to be attracted to the opposite sex and to desire relationship. But focus your attention on building friendships, not fantasies. Exhibit true love, which is sacrificial action. Pray that God would make that girl or guy you like more like him, not that God would make them talk to you. Encourage all your brothers and sisters in Christ, don’t just compliment that one guy or girl on how amazingly attractive they are. I spent so much time, energy, and emotion crushing on a girl and now there’s nothing to show for it—not even a love letter.

ITS HAPPENING AGAIN !!!

THE ITCH TO PICK UP MY HANDPHONE TO TYPE LIL INSY-PITSY MSGS...!!!!

SELF CONTROL RICHIE !!!!!

SO INSTEAD I WILL JUST SAY IT HERE...

SWITCH OFF YOUR LIGHTS !!!!

ITS EARTH HOUR !!!!!!!!

SO IF U ARE READING DIS AND U DIDNT SWITCH OFF UR LIGHTS.....

EARTH HATER...!! XDXDXDXD

BUT THEN WHO CARES?

I DUN... SO Y SUD U?

LOL

........................(psst..!!! will u be my therapist? )