"Well, i have a wide range or music preferences..From Vivaldi to Metallica..From Charlotte Church to Linkin Park..."
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"You like Charlotte Church too?"
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"Yea, I do, I have one of her albums"
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"I LOVE Charlotte Church..How random.."


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I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe

The Prayer by Charlotte Church



Running made me stronger
Knowing made me wiser
Loving will only make me more like You

i decided to make this the very last of the Running Series... I have no need for them anymore...

i stopped running

by the river bank, i sat
and watched lil paper boats pass me by
capitals and cursive words, its pages filled
I watched em all sail away, one by one
Beside me was a book, its pages torn
But it still smelled of chocolate sundaes
Its edges still kept a hint of its past

I got up

I dug a hole with my hands
Cold dark earth numbed my fingers
But i kept digging
I folded what's left of the book
and buried you under that February tree

I got up

I reached into myself
Cold hard hands against a warm feeble heart
Yes, it's still there
I turned to look at the distant night sky
Do i miss the moon?
I do
All the stars above?
I do... I do...

But over across the far edge
Suddenly a bucket full of sunshine I see
It tumbled and fumbled
And made a mess of the valley

I chuckled

The bucket shouted at me
"I'm sorry I made a mess
But i guess sometimes u just can't go back no more..."

I turned

Around me the river I see
As clear as ever my reflection is
And next to me stood the tree
It's branches high as its roots are deep

i guess i will never forget this place
because this is where it all started
Standing under that February tree
and as i looked around
i realized, suddenly
there are no more walls
there are no more windows
just the river, tree, and me
and that silly bucket down the valley

I have arrived

here again at the beginning
but things are not the same
as i watch the the paper boats sail away
as i feel the edges of the book under my feet
i know in my heart i am not the same anymore
running made me stronger
knowing made me wiser

so i shouted back at the bucket
"welcome back! we missed you!
but u gotta put ur heart to it
if u wanna make it up here with us.."

"we can talk all night if you want
but hey i hope u dont mind
i am bringing a friend this time
dont worry tho', She doesn't bite..."

I smiled and I looked away
coz I dont think there is ever getting over you

She looked at me and said
"Do not fret
Running made you stronger
Knowing made you wiser
Loving will make u human"

I looked up to gaze upon Her face
and I said, "It's okay....
You can have the bucket
And everything within it
Just remind that silly bucket once in a while
That You love it very much..

"Cos You changed my heart
Made me see this world thru Your eyes
You made me stronger
You made me wiser
Loving will only make me more like You..."

The End

it was so hard to sleep last night... probably cos of the exam this afternoon.. but my gosh... it's the exam already, and when the clock strikes 4.15pm... tht's the end of semester one of my first year at Melbourne University...WOW

i woke up to this song.....

Chorus
(Then we'll go) sweepin' through the city,
(where my) captain has gone before
(and we're gonna) sit down by the banks of the rivier;
I won't be back,
I won't be back,
I won't be back no more, no more.

Verse
Blessed are the pure in heart for they'll go,
(sweepin' through the city).
Blessed are the poor in spirit for they'll go,
(sweepin' through the city).
Blessed are they that mourn for they'll go,
(sweepin' through the city).
Blessed are the children of Israel for they'll go,
(sweepin' through the city).

Sweepin' Thru The City by Ron Kenoly



It will be a smashing day..=)

RICHARD LEE PLEASE DONT FALL SICK..!!!!!!

no appetite lar...how? =(

i was running
but something caught my eye
is that indifference i see staring back at me?
i was shocked
i paused and wondered
i looked down and saw my shoes
i fell silent to hear my heart beating
yeah, it's still there

i pulled out a map
made sure i knew where i was going
but i had no idea
am i heading for certain indifference?

so i fell silent again
and i heard my heart beckoning
i reached out to touch it
and realized it's hardly breathing

so i realize i cannot care anymore
i need to brave the valley
i need to fight the demons
and i am going to go to that place
where indifference is a risk i have to take

maybe you're already there
feeling indifferent in your own way
we all feel the pain
we just speak it differently
but i guess, in the end
it's a mystery

i can only pray that you'll find your way
and that indifference will never find you

but for now
i am going to that place
a place where there are no walls
a place where there are no windows
a place where i can stop running
and who knows?
maybe my feeble heart will beat again
and these shoes will dance in the rain again

Sitting all alone in my room
Thinking that the worlds let me down
All I ever wanted to do is to trust someone to always be around
I've had a lot of lessons to learn from
Some of them hit me so hard
And (but) I keep believing that someday you will see

That I am not alone

so smile, sing, dance..
do whatever you want
know that the fact is i am not alone

i have a friend
a very special one
we go karaoke together
we do the miley cyrus dance together
we take walks up and down the streets
we race each other to and from uni
we get confused over how to cook my lunch of the day
we party hard every friday night
we stay up all night eating marshmallows
we get lost together while taking tram
we complain about ridiculous movie ticket prices all the time
we go crazy over yummy purple jackets
we fall asleep in each other's arms
we laugh together
we cry together
we rule the world together

my friend is the ardent fan at the bleachers
my friend is the girl with that secret love letter
my friend is the footsteps beside me in the sand
my friend is the one living inside my heart

so smile, sing, dance..
do whatever you want
know that the fact is

i will not be alone =)

it's 6 degrees outside...
i have no idea what temperature it is in here...
but the glass window is all fogged up...

u know, when i told some of the gals at church during lunch that i once did the mohawk style before... they were so astonished... lol.... is it that hard to believe? maybe i should do it again..=DDD

here i am... listening to electrica dance music, bobbin my head... and it's still 6 degrees outside...

have your hands ever get so cold till it hurt? it happened today... IT WAS SO FREAKING COLD THIS MORNING... i was cycling... by the time i reached uni, i could barely feel my fingers... should have wore gloves...

i had to go to the jamban (toilet) to warm my fingers... @_@ and it hurts... but numb at the same time... weird sensation....

but i earned FIFTY DOLLARS today just by doing a trial english test..lol....all because i went for the DELA... first it wa the 25 dollars and now double pulak (sorry no translation for that..=P) so happy...=D

FIFTY DOLLARS~!!! i need to get a job......lol